Right now I kind of hate myself..
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know who I love
I don’t even know if want or love anyone..
And I feel like I’m waiting for something I’ve already had, and it’s something I really can’t wait to get. It’s called love. And I have the feeling I’m getting it back as soon as I have you.
Love. Oh love. Love is that stupid invisible thing that makes you believe everything’s okay. Love is to think that someone is cute when they wake up. Love is to realize your life only makes sense beside someone else. Love makes you depend on someone. Love makes you believe you are complete.
Oh love. Love is such a beautiful lie.
Right now I kind of hate myself, because I know, deep down in my heart, you can’t complete the emptiness I feel. Your love will never be enough.
So I’m waiting for something that will never come.
Oh love. Love is making me believe there’s hope.
Love, oh love.